I dont no if it's because i m working too hard so i feel so annoyed
or because my period ll come soon,so everything is so wrong to me

i know it's just a smal thing,but i was too angry to control myself
not just YOU are tired...even myself..i m tired too

i dont know how many times u told me "can we talk Skype tomo?"

so my mind is loosing,i become doolally
i m conniption fit and start to yell u:
      Since i was back from RU, u become like..u dont care.
              you said u r lazy,u r tired...but not only u r tired..i worked 
                     from 9 to 18...it's not only u who is tired.
                        i slept only 6 hours a day..and u slept until u wake up urself...  

like a volcanic eruption,i start to argue every reason u told me  
u went to club w/frineds,went to drink ,went to movie,becase u r lazy,because of rain

like a deliration patient..i start to cry...
even it's just a smal thing,but do u no that if too many small things..it can become a big thing?

i no i m not cute:no matter my personallity or what~when i feel i ll get hurt,i ll just start to arm myself
i push everyone even they just care about me,like a hedgehog attack anyone who give me his handck
in de love world,i m a spoonfed princess,or even a mental,a very big baby
i just wanna de world only belong us....can u understaNd?i no i should be more considerated...

but...can u.....
understand de feeling that u wanna talk but be left again and again? 

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