～★米色米鄉♀～かしましい日記

Although my aunts were laughed at me

i do really realize this word from my heart actually

20years  I've never stopped looking for happiness and love

everytime when i though i almost got it

I 'd just find that it was just a fake which is really like de real one

in university i though i already found de true love

in de end,it was just another delusion

i used to like him very very very much...so much that i dont even know why...

even i dump my ex-boyfriend...

but at last..i pay everything for this crush

and what do i get? Nothing

Maybe de heaviness of love is too much

so before 21,i told myself let him go

heaviness love is not love

It's not sad to be alone...de sadest is u lie others and urself that u r not alone


Just when i relinquished everything..and started a new life calmly in de USA

Here came Andrey

He was hellbent for telling me how much he loves me

He was hellbent for holding me to let me know how much he cares about me

He was hellbent for shaking my hands to show me that he ll protect me

He said although there s 3500km between our love,there r 3 languages in our love 

He'll be hellbent for loving me

he said he's not Japanese and he cant speak Japanese

but he can speak Chinese for me  Although shushi and shoushi are always de same

but he wanna prove that his love is so much that he can even speak Chinese

MY destiny

is not de funny Taiwanese boy

is not de cute Japanese boy,either

HE is de boy who met me in de USA and de one who is hellbent for loving me...

thanks for those unhappy memories

because of those unhappiness,i know how bliss i have now.....