～★米色米鄉♀～かしましい日記

why m i disappointed?

before answering this qyestion,i wanna ask u what love means to you?

For me,Love is trust and consideration.

I love you so i believe in you.

and because i love you,i always think of ur side when i wanna do smth...

That's why i almost didnt go to pub since de day we were together.

i dont wanna dance w/ other guys...not even de normal official dance

you are so far from me...no kiss,no hold...not even a dinner or anything

de only way we can connect is by MSN,skype or e-mail.

but even though,i still feel happy when i see you...

Maybe for u,one hour is too less to take 3 hours to go home

but for me every min is de same as important as it is.

do u remember what u felt last time i went to South Taiwan for 4 days?

do u remember how hard it was for you?

and actually ur 3 parties one week is de same for me...

sometimes when i walk on de street,

i ll admire those couples who can hold their hands together 

and hope u can be there w/me.

maybe watch a movie,maybe just have a tea time..or just look at each other

we can drink Snaple tpgether or smth

i know ...

i shouldnt ask u too much

and i also know ...

pushin u too much will only make u feel stressful

but misgivings spread of my mind.

can u understand  that i feel uneasier than other girls whose BF is near them?

when u wanna do smth...

could u pls just imagine that u r me and what u ll feel?

can u.....?