～★米色米鄉♀～かしましい日記

我之所以難過  之所以生氣
                                                                               
是因為他已經"答應"我  說12點就可以跟我SKYPE
                                                                               
我最討厭別人不能守信用
                                                                               
如果你做不到  一開始就不要說出口
                                                                               
這是我自己很大的一點地雷
                                                                               
我很討厭人說到不做到  更何況沒做到你連用別種方式來告知我都不會
                                                                               
我氣得是這一點
                                                                               
而且明明  我氣都還沒有消  你隔天又來
                                                                               
前一個晚上在那邊說  不好意思~我明天一大早就起來!!我們一定就能講到話!!
                                                                               
結果  又還是....沒做到!!
                                                                               
而且還說什麼你在玩我嗎?  真的是火上加油...
                                                                               
這就是為什麼我會這麼生氣
其實  我沒有很黏人啦
(因為我之前遇過一個男朋友,三個小時內奪命連環摳了我18通電話,實在很誇張)
                                                                               
雖然不太喜歡他到處去跑趴  因為他都會喝太多
                                                                               
可是不至於太黏  硬要說的話還是他比較黏人
                                                                               
至於  大家說的 " 失蹤法 "
                                                                               
我雖然有心想要實行  可是應該是做不出來
                                                                               
畢竟  就像前面的版友提到的  遠距離一天都講不到幾分鐘了
                                                                               
而且他一直跟我傳簡訊說sorry  我就會投降(我真的很弱)
                                                                               
謝謝大家聽我抱怨
                                                                               
剛剛跑到樓下騎了8公里的腳踏車+在那邊亂吼的大聲唱歌= =以後(還好一樓沒人住)
                                                                               
我心情覺得好多了 也不會有那種悶悶的感覺壓在胸口了
                                                                               
從現在開始
我要多活一點自己的生活
                                                                               
我為他  真的做太多了
                                                                               
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對了  提一下之前的故事裡講到的事好了
                                                                               
大家還有印象安先生之前要來沒有來的事嗎?
                                                                               
其實在他告訴我 他不能來 之前我已經準備好送給大魔王跟他媽媽哥哥的禮物了
                                                                               
所以在上個月的時候我把東西還是一併寄出給他(還有情人節禮物)
                                                                               
我猜他們家的人應該會覺得我是個怪女孩吧....

最近 有一個朋友講到一段話
我覺得很難過 但卻也沒辦法反駁

"just because it is life. people come and go in your life"
我留得住什麼?
什麼事是永遠能掌握在手上的?
又有什麼東西是永遠不會離開我的?
誰能告所這個答案

現在我只差沒有尖叫跟開始砸玻璃了
                                                                               
                                                                               
我真的要被安先生給氣死了!!!!
                                                                               
昨天因為他朋友有事  所以雖然我等了他兩個小時
                                                                               
但也沒辦法跟我視訊  最氣人的是連上MSN來跟我講一下都沒有
                                                                               
一直過了 一個多小時 我受不了不知他在做什麼打給他
                                                                               
沒想到他還跟我講電話講到一半  叫我等一下他要跟他朋友講話
                                                                               
大哥!!!我們是在講長途電話耶!!!
                                                                               
馬上跟他將說我們是在講長途電話耶
                                                                               
能不能就一下子不要跟你朋友講話????
                                                                               
結果一跟他說  他馬上就跟我說 可是我朋友跟我站在外面很冷耶
                                                                               
是我要求你們一起站在外面的嗎?
                                                                               
我就已經氣到講不出話來了  他還白目的說:Honey這個是長途電話很貴 你不要不講話
                                                                               
我氣到開始大聲講話 你知道很貴你還讓我打給你?
                                                                               
你知道很貴你不會現在給我回家　讓我用MSN跟你講話?
                                                                               
你到底有沒有心啊?  你到底在不在乎我們能夠講話這件事啊？
                                                                               
後來他才說　那他明天起得早一點這樣我們就可以講話了
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
好
                                                                               
老娘我從早上等到他的時間１０點（也就是下午三點我們的時間）
                                                                               
結果只是傳簡訊來說
                                                                               
"我現在要幫我爸爸換輪胎，等等要去球賽晚上你的時間一點才回來"
                                                                               
案！！！耍我啊？何況你什麼時候跟我講過要去球賽？？？
                                                                              
什麼東西啊？？！？！？！？真是氣死人了！！！
                                                                               
我馬上氣得又打長途電話給他
                                                                               
打了１０通～１０通都被他切掉
                                                                               
"我現在不能講電話，你一直打來在玩我嗎？你不能晚點打嗎？"
"i cant talk now,r u laughing at me?can u call later?"
（為了怕大家覺得可能是我翻譯上語氣的問題，所以我寫上原文來）
                                                                               
誰玩誰啊？誰什麼都不講的啊？？?
                                                                               
都已經是遠距離戀愛了　那麼多的不安難道你不能多做一點來消除我的不安嗎？
                                                                               
只會在那邊用嘴巴　說我愛你有什麼用？？？
                                                                               
說我愛你　我床頭的那隻小熊說得還比你多年也比你多次啦
                                                                               
氣死我了氣死我了。。。。

這是N大的Z先生寫的信  我很弱...看完以後居然開始大哭....
N大真是太幸福了....
Hi everybody! ^O^)/ Show wants me to write a "Tender" article... O_o;;
                                                                               
But, I don't know what to say... I'm not tender!! ><...
                                                                               
                                                                               
The only "tender" things I do for her are:
                                                                               
Open doors for her
                                                                               
Carry her stuff (all of it...)
                                                                               
Wash the dishes
                                                                               
Take out the garbage
                                                                               
Give her a massage everyday or whenever she wants
                                                                               
Never require a massage from her
                                                                               
Never require ANYTHING from her... @_@;;
                                                                               
Always agree with her and say she's right
   even when she's not (<--she's still right!)
Whenever she wants to eat some specific food (almost
   everyday), try to take her to eat that
                                                                               
ALWAYS take her ALL THE WAY home and make sure she is safe
                                                                               
Try to spend as much time with her as possible
                                                                               
Try like crazy to never miss any of her calls
   (even when it's three in the morning.._-_;; )
                                                                               
Let her do whatever she wants and remember it's
   always "one-way"
                                                                               
Be manly and do unexpected stuff that she likes
                                                                               
Obey her every command
                                                                               
Treat her as the princess she is!!! (_ _)/
                                                                               
                                                                               
Oh, and Show just told me as I was writing this to add a couple things:
                                                                               
When she passes gas, don't let her feel bad and tell
   her she smells liks paradise...@_o;;
                                                                               
Feel bad whenever she feels bad and happy when she feels happy
                                                                               
Never give up on trying to make her feel better
                                                                               
Let her bite any part of the body even if it's covered with bruises
   from previous bite-attacks...><... ouch.....
                                                                               
                                                                               
I (was told to) suggest that every guy do these things for his sweety.
                                                                               
You might feel like a slave, but that's okay!!! Really! ^^ She might even
decide to say nice things about you (although probably just here on
CCRomance ^^;;;)
                                                                               
                                                                               
Good Luck!!! (^O^)/
                                                                               
                                                                               
Oh yeah, I also do her laundry, fill her cup whenever it's empty, when she's
taking a nap or sleeping always be at her side so I'm the first thing she
sees when she wakes up, when she wants somthing I will try everything to
buy it even though I don't have money, think she's beautiful forever,
never be angry to her, never complain to her, never say bad things to her,
...and actually it's a lot. ^^;;; I can't really think of everything,
but if I do, I'll tell you (if she gives me permission to do so, I mean..^_^).
                                                                               
By the way, sorry for keeping you all waiting for this article~@_@;/

我跟安先生今天交往滿七個月喔
                                                                               
老是愛出一些怪招的我  今天借用了版大的東東來獻醜依下
                                                                               
不過這是徒手(?)畫出來的  所以很醜 哈哈
                                                                               
但我今天很開心  雖然醜~~還是跟大家分享一下我的喜悅好了
                                                                               
嘿嘿
                                                                               
http://tinyurl.com/2u7xvh
                                                                               
時間過得很快  不知不覺跟他在一起也七個月了
                                                                               
我現在最大的願望是
                                                                               
能夠再躺在他的懷抱裡
                                                                               
能夠張開眼睛  第一個印入眼簾的
                                                                               
就是他!!!

話說，我原本也想像老燕一樣，早上好好溫習一下大家的故事
                                                                               
不過因為昨天跟安先生吵架，所以今天一大早一直睡到下午一點才起床
                                                                               
匆匆忙忙出門，連睫毛膏都沒塗咧　XD　還稍微遲到了五分鐘　歹勢捏
                                                                               
                                                                               
今天一整個很開心，雖然我覺得店家下次應該會希望我們挑人比較少的日子去
                                                                               
不然我們那些臉紅心跳的１８禁對話內容
                                                                               
應該會讓他們那家店要在門口掛個１８禁的標籤～哈哈
                                                                               
不過今天幸好我坐在有做功課的老燕旁邊，不然我真的都說不出大家的故事
                                                                               
都是有印象，但不清楚　＝　＝　哈哈
                                                                               
而且貝比腳他們也還蠻可愛的，因為我想說大家要寫出自己的另一半是什麼國籍
                                                                               
這樣才會比較好想起大家的故事是什麼，結果他們兩位大哥居然寫”台灣”耶
                                                                               
有給他搞笑到。。。
                                                                               
我們今天的話題，主要是跟西斯有關＞／／／／／＜
                                                                               
因為還沒有１１點，而且我都只負責聽，所以這個toipc還是留給其他人吧
                                                                               
然後還有講到結婚的事情，我才發現原來外國人在台灣結婚真的好麻煩唷～
                                                                               
雖然，那些事情都還離我很遠，不過真的事很麻煩耶
                                                                               
（各位人妻們，請容許我跟你們致敬）
                                                                               
說到人妻，就不得不提明明就是人妻卻很害羞的Ａ大～
                                                                               
在Ｂ大的西斯語錄攻擊下，整個臉紅到連脖子都是紅了，實在是太可愛了
                                                                               
而且跟貝比腳真的很恩愛喔，整場都在貝比腳的懷抱中，閃瞎我們大家
                                                                               
然後另外一枚人妻－Ｍａ姊則是有點命苦的感覺
                                                                               
因為dodo國家跟我國相互規定的規則真的很多～所以Ｍａ真的也是很辛苦捏
                                                                               
祝福你跟dodo能夠早日在台灣相見，畢竟台灣也是有很多很特別的東西可以看啊
                                                 
而且，這樣妳就不用這麼辛苦的燒錢了
                                                                               
然後是Ｄ娘娘，幸虧你先繳出你的西斯文了，不然我們敲碗大隊應該馬上就會出動
                                                                               
敲到你繳出文章為止，什麼都可以欠，不可以欠文章！！！XD　哈哈
                                                                               
接著是類玻璃真的很小隻，比我想像中的小小小得多了，而且很有趣
                                                                               
尤其是你跟服務生的”辣度”對話，我覺得還蠻有趣的
                                                                               
不過，那個笨蛋奧地利簽證，真的很讓人抓狂　＞＜　希望你到加拿大順利
                                                                               
然後Ａｎｎａ的朋友不知道找到了沒？
                                                                               
我猜　那位"友人"應該在某次的板聚中有希望讓我們見到　嘿嘿
                                                                               
不過Ａｎｎａ真的很酷捏，整個是穿無袖的，哪像對面的我跟老燕還穿毛衣　哈哈
                                                                               
而且很羨慕Ａ大跟Ａｎｎａ兩個人吃好多然後好瘦喔，十分羨慕啊
                                                                               
至於日本掛的兩位，真的是又白又瘦耶！！而且都很好笑ＸＤ
                                        
米娜不愧是名設計師，我覺得那個帽子好可愛唷
                                                                               
而且米娜的爵士先生也很帥耶，由其你們兩個的那張合照～太唯美了啦
                                                                               
而Ｍｉｎｉ也很寶，一直自稱自己是Ａ片的大宗國
                                                                               
還聽我在那邊抱怨我的奇怪羅馬尼亞朋友，哈哈，真歹勢
                                                                               
不過，福岡的拉麵真的很好吃啦！！！！！
                                                                               
吃一次那邊的拉麵是我人生必要做的清單中的一項耶～～
                                                                               
再來是老燕，希望你這次的歐洲行順利啊，去瑞士去西班牙去哪裡都好
                                                                               
祝你一帆風順，旅途愉快　：Ｄ
                                                                               
對了，片子你看了嘛？那個後庭片，讓人很害羞耶／／／／／
                                                                               
美國掛的ｓａｐｐｈｏ，也是很幸福的感覺哩，就在下禮拜了～加油喔
                                                                               
不過ＷＡＸ真的不要急啦，就聽老燕的吧，先別急，呵呵
                                                        
至於最後是我們的Ａ片供應商－Ｂ板大
                                                                               
不知道你們逛去哪裡了呢？呵呵，整個就是很開心呀你
                                                                               
而且有Ｂ大的地方，就會有西斯是怎麼回事呢？ＸＤ
                                                                               
不過還是很謝謝你的禮物，我也會好好傳承下去的～
                                                                               
只是會不會實施，可能就是另一回事了，那個太厲害了啦
                                                                               
以上是我這次的心得
                                                                               
我猜可能很多人正在ctrl+u在那邊看說　這個awangs發個文發那麼久～哈哈
                                                                               
對了　大家不是說安先生長得像哈利波特裡的人物嗎
                                                                               
我突然想起來我以前好像有在部落格幫他畫過哈利波特的圖案
                                                                               
跟大家分享一下
                                                                               
http://blog.pixnet.net/awangs/post/10544808

                   

不開心 我真的很不開心
如果做不到  那就不要跟我說
如果說了 就請一定要做到......
否則這樣會讓我覺得
你不是很在意我講的話....
這樣子  我覺得很不開心 
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剛剛我們家樓下A棟的五樓
發生火災了!!!!!好可怕呀~~!!!!
因為 有白目車主把車停在巷子口
所以雲梯車整個就是進不來 
幸好  後來是從七樓灑水下去  火才就這樣滅了

第一次聽到這首歌時 不知道為什麼....我覺得很好聽
或許 因為那時候我喜歡著唱著這首歌的那個人
或許  因為那是一個我不了解的語言
雖然事實證明 這是一首爛歌詞的鬼歌
不過在不知道歌詞的情況下

我自己都嚇到了!!!!我居然夢到了toma耶!!!!
是toma耶!!!!我已經好久好久沒有講到他的消息了
雖然 我在日本有看他的日劇.....
但上一次夢到他  已經是N年前的事了吧???
而且還不只夢到他 還夢到山P,長谷川.....太怪了吧?!

今天在網路上看到的一篇文章  我覺得還蠻讓人省思的
所以把他轉路過來讓大家也一起看看
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八十元的處女
傍晚，餘輝如金，把天空鍍成織錦一般，

才一回國  馬上就聽到這個不幸的消息...
除了 震驚 我真的想不出其他的形容詞來
希望  老師在另一個世界可以不要再痛苦了
雖然我才被老師教過幾節課  可是也算是有被老師鼓勵的人
原本以為他應該身體已經好得差不多了